Change

Maybe we are all good after all

Maybe we just need to be loved.

Lump in my throat

I don’t wanna cry anymore

Actually no,

I wanna bawl my eyes out

lying on the floor.

I hate it when i’m this weak

Just once

just once I would like someone

to ask me

how I actually feel.

I just want to be loved

Or is it too much to ask for?

Actually you know what?

Just ignore.

Playlists

Sometimes i feel like music is what will keep me young at heart,though i’m an old soul at this stage when I’m supposed to be young.I always keep imagining that I’m in my 40s, doing regular chores and listening to music on speakers, and suddenly songs from my 20s will play and it’ll take me back.Back to these good days.Evoking emotions,bringing nostalgia.Most of the songs are associated to someone or some days in one way or another.And you know the good thing is when you remember someone through a song,you mostly remember good memories about them.Thats how sacred music is.It makes you forget the bad in people.And reminds you of all the good times you had with them.It takes a while though.But it happens.

Thats the kind of house i wanna raise my kids in.A house with a good music.It’ll be a part of them.A connection between us.And when songs from my generation will become classics,they’ll remember that i used to listen to them while working.And that their mom is cool.

Miss Misery

You are fleeting away from me

in tiny bits

This distance between us

oh, when it hits.

It all seems dull

with you out of sight.

I sleep imagining you

laying here by my side.

these nights

I lay here in your arms

and i swear

i feel so calm.

I think to myself,

this is where i belong.

pieces

Come relive all of this with me

i wanna make you a part of it.

Pick whatever suits you

lets see where you fit.

Song

Daily prompt-Song

Keep listening to these songs

you’ll find me in them.

Its like someone took my jumbled words

and rearranged them.

Beautifully so.

Hold me

our hands have minds of their own

my fingers keep looking for yours.

i feel calm when you hold me,

i feel it

deep in my bones.

Wonder

via Daily Prompt: Wonder

I wonder what its like

to be in love

and not be scared.

i wonder if i’ll ever know.

Don’t we all deserve to be in the kind of love

that won’t make us doubt everything?

Just once would be enough.

 

 

 

Stay

via Daily Prompt: Present

I am happy this moment.

I don’t know for how long,

but i am.

This joy feels like a luxury today.

I want this to last,

i want you to stay.